Thursday, April 20, 2006

I think I died

I know it's been a few days, but the last one was rather disturbing... I think... I don't really remember anything. A close friend of mine has a key to my place and apparently found me unconcious lying in the middle of the bathroom floor. After checking my pulse, determining I was not dead, shaking me into conciousness, putting me in bed and watching over me for the last oh I don't know (she just left a bit ago) how long (and yes she woke me up in intervals), I sit here wrapped in a blanket shivering but concious, at least for the moment. I have a cup of steaming chicken broth beside my computer (I don't think I can handle anything else as it hurts to breath due to the amount of retching I apparently did) and a hot cup of tea. I sat on the bottom of the shower for awhile and just let the scalding water wash over me as it filled the bathtub. I was freezing the whole time. I remember today, in bits and pieces and yes, I've smoked a few joints but truth be told I don't think anything else can cure my nausea. My head feels like someone has stuck a railroad spike in it (Mind you, yes, they used a malet to pound it in good and tight) Everything aches and I just feel off... I wonder if I think hard enough I can figure out what happend, but that may have to wait...
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